well today morning i woke up with a hollow feeling... i felt really miserable...i just realised what i was missing the most in life...surprisingly it was life itself!! i felt so sorry about my foolishness to waste the precious moments in my life cribbing about (my college, my bad grades,my course subjects...),my stupid bouts of depression and loneliness, crying out loud how good my past was and how much i hate the present, feeling sad about people i lost, things i didnt do or said at the right moment, some wrong choices in my life etc. etc.. now i know and have thus learnt that it was all BULLSHIT!! life was never a sad place for me to live in... it was i who made it sad...pathetic to be more precise..there were times in my life when i wanted to erase certain memories of my life cause it haunted me..didnt realise i was trying to rob away my own happiness in this futile pursuit... but now, trying to live with them, and accepting it as part of this cycle called life actually made my life much more simpler..and happier..
i mean wat was i so sad about all these years?!?! i got everything i wanted ...a healthy life,an amazing dad(oh!! hez "papa the great"), an awesome mom(more of a friend than a mother), a very naughty yet cute brother(kiddo, u rock!!), a set of very good friends( u r the "darlings")...and above all i get to live everyday..i mean wat more can i ask for?? life is really beautiful for me..i was once a happy kid and intend to remain the same in future...enough of the so called "depression phase" of my life..its time to wake up after this long hibernation and face the reality...
"the phoenix will rise from its ashes"...infact it already has.
9 homies speak!:
kick ass..!
I am so happy to (finally) hear such stuff frm U..
U r totally rite.."life doesn't suck"..its us who suck handling a situation...and then jus say "life sucks"..infact "life rocks..!!"
and also as u know esh.."U rock!!"
-u know who it is..
hmmm
You know, Some times When I am down or brooding over some unfulfilled wish or desire, I often get struck by this feeling of gratitude, How I have a 2 eyes, 2 legs, 2 arms all so perfectly healthy and how some people dont even have them, how priorities change, how some ppl are unable to experience love and how some are born without a family .. This is really amazing, gift of life has to be cherished ... And you know depression is jus too overrated
@ mr.anon:
sid unless u change ur style of writing..u cant act mr.mystery..
@ the pain:
totally agree wid u...v ppl r really stupid 2 cry ovr such small stuff wen life has given us so much more :)
I think its jus a tendency of a man to be in a comfort zone, to always try to mould the surroundings to his desires.. And when he cant he gets upset and get dejected most of the time .. latter is totally unecessary atleast in the way i have seen ppl executing it... Ppl are naive in handling disappointments ..
@ the pain:
u r kindda typing away my thoughts rite nw..we humans r too weak to handle disappointments..and at the same time not bold enough to admit it..now i will b a hypocrite if i say that it doesnt apply to me :P
btw, do i still call u "d pain" or do u actually have a name??:P
thats ma name for you to call [:P]
btw do u like johny cash ? u like sinatra rite ?
me listening to johnny cash ... [:)]
i love sinatra...sexiest voice ever heard
I dint want to be mystery..I also said, "-U know who it it.."
I jus was anon..jus for kicks..he he..
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